Where did i go wrong Cant look you in the eye Feeling so ashamed Feels like i could die
Hold me uo,dont let go Ive had enough Im tired of breathing Tired of feeling Tired of looking at the past for meaning Tired of running Tired of searching Tired of trying But im not tired of you
Losing everything Its something i cant face Hope is on the run Its something i cant fake
I want to feel a change I dont mind if it huirts You take away the pain Youre the onl thing thats pure
you see i was just told that someone couldnt have a relationship with me because they didnt want to become the type of person that wants to be just about sex all the time and that being with me was going to make them like that... and thats not what they wanted...
so you see my problem is, i don't know wether to be offended that he thinks thats all i wanted or to take it as a complement.
I sorta feel like i am alone.. your gone now, and i don't think i can make it down there. im going to europe in december next year... should be good. Amsterdam, Austria, Germany, Switzerland, Italy, France and London. i get back on my 18th birthday too.. so weee Partay.. and i found out that i will get to have my learners for 6 months NOT a year.. WOOHOO...
how can I just let you walk away just let you leave without a trace? when I stand here taking every breath with you, oooou you're the only one who really knew me at all
how can you just walk away from me when all I can do is watch you leave? cause we shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears you're the only one who really knew me at all
so take a look at me now there's just an empty space there's nothing left here to remind me just the memory of your face take a look at me now there's just an empty space you comming back to me is against the odds and thats what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around turn around and see me cry there's so much I need to say to you so many reasons why you're the only one who really knew me at all
so take a look at me now there's just an empty space there's nothing left here to remind me just the memory of your face take a look at me now there's just an empty space but to wait for you is all I can do and that's what I've got to face take a look at me now I'll just be standing here you comming back to me is against the odds and thats a chance I've got to face
Well it seems to be raining and my backyard is flooding... my dog has to swim around in it to get anywhere.. pools overflowed and the garage is filled with water..
i just want you to feel for me, the way i feel for you...
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